Today my mother left me here. She just left. She moved away to North Dakotah for a guy. She didnt even say goodbye. Because she apparently didnt have time. She just like me dad. She just left me here. Just when i thought we were getting close she just leaves and it doesnt even phase her. Why couldnt you just have said bye? Thats all i wanted was a hug good bye. You couldnt even have called me? Not even a call goodbye? Im never going to see you again… I just get left. As usual. My parents, both of them have just left me here all my life. I hate this. Have fun with your new life.. Ill have fun with mine. Have fun with your new boyfriend, have fun with your happy little life in a new state, where none of your kids are, have fun running around. I hope you get the chance to feel what its like to be alone. What its like to have the ones you love leave you. Dont come running back to me when he leaves you… Cause i wont be here. Its not like you were ever really here anyway. Just the meth side of you.. Its not like i ever knew the real you. You always told me you werent like my dad.. so what are you now?