120days.

120 days. That may not seem significant to you, but to me its 120 days till my life gets even more hell-ish and stressfull. 120 days till this man called my father gets out of jail. When he gets out he will probably attempt to be a better father or even try and be closer. Im not forgiving you dude. Get over it. I dont care what 5 months in jail has done to you... I will not forgive you. You do not deserve it, I was ignored by you for 5 years. Welcome to your karma. You have emotionally screwed me up and ruined my life. So father of mine, prepare to be ignored :D
i find it quite interesting you think everything could be okay just like that. Remember when you wrote my sister who isnt even your kid a letter first? Telling her you consider her a daughter. Hmm.. So what the heck am i? Nothing obviously. All this anger is building up inside me i want to just yell in your face and tell you how i feel about your pathetic pot smoking alcoholic child abandoning self. One day i will, then ill leave and you can feel what its like to be abandoned.
What made you think it was okay to just leave your own daughter? Did you think my mother was gonna take care of me? Did you? Because she sure as hell didnt. My grandma isnt doing anything but lowering my self esteem and depressing me. Is that what you wanted? Because thats what ya got. Do i blame you for everything? Yes. All of it. If you could have just stuck around and not messed up my life would be so much better.

Your an idiot.
           Nuff said,
                      Take that one in.
                                       Goodbye Forever Dude. have fun when you get out.